1 00:00:01.417 --> 00:00:02.917 (glass breaking) 2 00:00:09.830 --> 00:00:11.583 (gentle music) 3 00:02:10.500 --> 00:02:13.000 (gentle music) 4 00:02:44.959 --> 00:02:48.374 - [James] I'm better now. 5 00:02:48.375 --> 00:02:50.457 I think it helped. 6 00:02:50.458 --> 00:02:52.333 - [Richard] That's good. 7 00:02:53.166 --> 00:02:56.999 - [James] Have thing's been busy? 8 00:02:57.000 --> 00:03:00.542 - [Richard] Things are always busy, James. 9 00:03:04.166 --> 00:03:07.625 - I was thinkin', I could just rent a U-Haul 10 00:03:08.333 --> 00:03:10.999 and drive myself to Boston. 11 00:03:11.000 --> 00:03:13.458 That way you don't have to leave the farm. 12 00:03:19.000 --> 00:03:20.625 What do you think? 13 00:03:24.000 --> 00:03:27.917 - We need to talk about you going to college. 14 00:03:30.875 --> 00:03:33.583 (dramatic music) 15 00:04:06.834 --> 00:04:08.417 James. 16 00:04:09.000 --> 00:04:10.833 - That was my money. 17 00:04:10.834 --> 00:04:12.249 You had no right to use it. 18 00:04:12.250 --> 00:04:14.499 - Sometimes life isn't fair. 19 00:04:14.500 --> 00:04:16.624 We both know that. 20 00:04:16.625 --> 00:04:17.958 There were hospital bills 21 00:04:17.959 --> 00:04:19.582 and a funeral had to be paid for. 22 00:04:19.583 --> 00:04:22.333 Not to mention your treatment. 23 00:04:24.333 --> 00:04:28.541 Look, I've been puttin' some money away while you were gone. 24 00:04:28.542 --> 00:04:30.499 So, if you can just help me with the harvest next Fall, 25 00:04:30.500 --> 00:04:34.916 then maybe you can go to college in a year. 26 00:04:34.917 --> 00:04:36.332 - I already deferred my enrollment once 27 00:04:36.333 --> 00:04:39.125 to give my spot to somebody else. 28 00:04:43.834 --> 00:04:45.820 - I'm doin' my best, James. 29 00:04:45.830 --> 00:04:46.208 Jesus. 30 00:05:03.542 --> 00:05:06.291 (dramatic music) 31 00:05:10.583 --> 00:05:11.833 - [Therapist] When was the last time 32 00:05:11.834 --> 00:05:14.999 you fantasized sexually about men? 33 00:05:15.000 --> 00:05:17.958 - About four months ago, I guess. 34 00:05:17.959 --> 00:05:19.207 - Nothing since then? 35 00:05:19.208 --> 00:05:20.333 No dreams? 36 00:05:20.875 --> 00:05:21.792 Daydreams? 37 00:05:21.792 --> 00:05:22.792 - No. 38 00:05:27.000 --> 00:05:28.124 - What about women? 39 00:05:28.125 --> 00:05:30.583 - I think about women often. 40 00:05:33.000 --> 00:05:34.457 - And what do you think about while you masturbate? 41 00:05:34.458 --> 00:05:35.500 - I don't masturbate. 42 00:05:41.125 --> 00:05:43.165 - You looking forward to going home? 43 00:05:43.166 --> 00:05:45.332 - [James] No, I've had a very nice time here. 44 00:05:45.333 --> 00:05:48.750 - I'm not trying to trick you. 45 00:05:52.458 --> 00:05:55.166 - I'm sure it'll be very nice. 46 00:05:58.959 --> 00:06:00.290 - Have you spoken to your father lately? 47 00:06:00.291 --> 00:06:03.332 - He called on my birthday. 48 00:06:03.333 --> 00:06:05.830 - Oh, how's he doin'? 49 00:06:06.000 --> 00:06:07.959 - Seems fine. 50 00:06:11.792 --> 00:06:14.249 - James, did your father ever seek counseling 51 00:06:14.250 --> 00:06:16.999 after your mother passed away? 52 00:06:17.000 --> 00:06:18.666 He might not have dealt with his grief. 53 00:06:18.667 --> 00:06:20.457 - My father's a very strong man. 54 00:06:20.458 --> 00:06:23.416 I don't think he'll need therapy for anything. 55 00:06:23.417 --> 00:06:27.417 - Sometimes even strong people need someone to talk to. 56 00:06:28.458 --> 00:06:31.249 I'm sure he'll be glad to have you around 57 00:06:31.250 --> 00:06:34.291 before you head off to... 58 00:06:35.166 --> 00:06:38.290 Berklee College of Music 59 00:06:38.291 --> 00:06:39.374 You must be looking forward to that. 60 00:06:39.375 --> 00:06:40.624 - Yeah, yes, very much. 61 00:06:40.625 --> 00:06:44.207 - When you came here, you said your greatest desire 62 00:06:44.208 --> 00:06:47.820 is to become a concert pianist. 63 00:06:47.830 --> 00:06:48.332 Is that still the case? 64 00:06:48.333 --> 00:06:50.541 - Well, I'd still like to, 65 00:06:50.542 --> 00:06:54.332 but it's not the most important thing in my life anymore. 66 00:06:54.333 --> 00:06:55.874 - [Therapist] What is now? 67 00:06:55.875 --> 00:06:56.875 - God. 68 00:06:58.667 --> 00:07:03.709 I'd like to settle down, meet a girl, have a family. 69 00:07:05.417 --> 00:07:08.750 - Well, I'm sure you can still fit music in there somewhere. 70 00:07:10.542 --> 00:07:13.667 Being away from home, you're going to 71 00:07:15.625 --> 00:07:17.624 find yourself in a lot of new situations. 72 00:07:17.625 --> 00:07:21.582 There's gonna be a lot of temptations out there for you. 73 00:07:21.583 --> 00:07:22.583 - I know. 74 00:07:24.166 --> 00:07:25.458 I'll be good. 75 00:07:29.417 --> 00:07:31.333 - I'm sure you will. 76 00:07:33.792 --> 00:07:35.583 Well, I think that about does it. 77 00:07:37.667 --> 00:07:40.166 Once more for the road then. 78 00:07:45.417 --> 00:07:46.999 Our Father who art in heaven, 79 00:07:47.000 --> 00:07:52.749 we ask you to bless James as he goes forth from here today, 80 00:07:52.750 --> 00:07:56.624 to watch over him as he walks through temptation, 81 00:07:56.625 --> 00:08:01.290 guide him, help him, deliver him from evil, 82 00:08:01.291 --> 00:08:04.410 lead him on Your path to salvation. 83 00:08:04.959 --> 00:08:07.666 Help him to avoid the sins of the flesh 84 00:08:07.667 --> 00:08:11.834 and to embrace the glory of Your light. 85 00:08:13.417 --> 00:08:17.332 We ask these things in Your name, O Lord, and pray. 86 00:08:17.333 --> 00:08:18.410 Amen. 87 00:08:18.420 --> 00:08:19.624 - [James] Amen. 88 00:08:19.625 --> 00:08:22.417 (gentle music) 89 00:08:25.834 --> 00:08:30.830 (music drowns out dialogue on television) 90 00:08:32.375 --> 00:08:34.875 (gentle music) 91 00:10:18.417 --> 00:10:21.667 (gentle piano music) 92 00:10:35.410 --> 00:10:36.959 (gentle piano music) 93 00:12:00.667 --> 00:12:04.124 (birds chirping) 94 00:12:04.125 --> 00:12:06.917 (dramatic music) 95 00:12:19.410 --> 00:12:20.166 - God damn it! 96 00:12:22.458 --> 00:12:23.499 - [James] You okay? 97 00:12:23.500 --> 00:12:25.125 - Yeah, just stupid. 98 00:12:26.417 --> 00:12:27.208 Watch that handle, it's really hot. 99 00:12:27.209 --> 00:12:29.830 - All right. 100 00:12:43.625 --> 00:12:47.207 - You know, I've been thinking, 101 00:12:47.208 --> 00:12:49.290 maybe taking a course at the community college 102 00:12:49.291 --> 00:12:50.582 wouldn't be a bad idea. 103 00:12:50.583 --> 00:12:52.916 Give you a leg up. 104 00:12:52.917 --> 00:12:54.749 - I don't know what courses they have. 105 00:12:54.750 --> 00:12:58.830 I don't know if Berklee will accept them. 106 00:13:01.410 --> 00:13:03.820 - Well, if I were you, I wouldn't go to Boston. 107 00:13:03.830 --> 00:13:05.000 I'd stay closer to home. 108 00:13:05.750 --> 00:13:08.917 Vermont Tech's a good school. 109 00:13:10.542 --> 00:13:13.291 - Yeah, Dad, I'm studying music. 110 00:13:15.410 --> 00:13:15.792 - To what? 111 00:13:15.792 --> 00:13:16.625 Be a teacher? 112 00:13:16.626 --> 00:13:18.125 - Maybe, or play. 113 00:13:20.250 --> 00:13:22.125 - Okay. 114 00:13:23.208 --> 00:13:26.207 - [James] It's what I wanna do. 115 00:13:26.208 --> 00:13:28.250 - Well, minor in it then. 116 00:13:30.709 --> 00:13:32.249 Look, if I'm paying for this, 117 00:13:32.250 --> 00:13:34.374 I want you to major in either agriculture or business 118 00:13:34.375 --> 00:13:35.666 or something like that. 119 00:13:35.667 --> 00:13:37.249 - Well, then maybe I oughta pay for it. 120 00:13:37.250 --> 00:13:38.208 (chuckling) 121 00:13:38.208 --> 00:13:39.125 - [Richard] How you gonna do that? 122 00:13:39.125 --> 00:13:39.750 - Find a job. 123 00:13:39.751 --> 00:13:41.666 - [Richard] Doing what? 124 00:13:41.667 --> 00:13:43.500 - Whatever I have to. 125 00:13:46.458 --> 00:13:49.541 - Minimum wage is not gonna pay your bills and school both. 126 00:13:49.542 --> 00:13:50.542 - Damn it. 127 00:13:51.250 --> 00:13:52.250 I'll figure it out. 128 00:13:54.792 --> 00:13:57.374 - Why do you have to make things so difficult? 129 00:13:57.375 --> 00:13:59.624 I'm trying to do what's best for you. 130 00:13:59.625 --> 00:14:01.541 You know, one day you're gonna inherit this place. 131 00:14:01.542 --> 00:14:03.249 You're gonna have this place all to yourself. 132 00:14:03.250 --> 00:14:05.290 - Yeah, not anytime soon. 133 00:14:05.291 --> 00:14:06.999 - Well, we can hope not. 134 00:14:07.000 --> 00:14:10.830 But when you do, I want you to be able to run it. 135 00:14:13.375 --> 00:14:16.291 - When it's mine, I intend to sell it. 136 00:14:18.500 --> 00:14:21.332 - No, you will not sell this farm. 137 00:14:21.333 --> 00:14:22.333 This farm was your grandfather's, 138 00:14:22.334 --> 00:14:25.332 this farm was my grandfather's. 139 00:14:25.333 --> 00:14:26.291 This place is home. 140 00:14:26.291 --> 00:14:27.208 This place is a roof over your head, 141 00:14:27.209 --> 00:14:31.499 it's money in the bank when you need it. 142 00:14:31.500 --> 00:14:33.332 You don't understand that now. 143 00:14:33.333 --> 00:14:37.333 You have no idea, but one day you'll appreciate it. 144 00:14:41.291 --> 00:14:46.417 Why can't you see I'm just trying to do what's best for you? 145 00:14:51.542 --> 00:14:55.291 (dramatic music) 146 00:15:10.625 --> 00:15:12.791 - I'll take a look at those classes 147 00:15:12.792 --> 00:15:15.500 at the community college, Dad. 148 00:15:20.750 --> 00:15:22.541 - I'd appreciate it. 149 00:15:22.542 --> 00:15:23.542 - Yeah. 150 00:15:42.458 --> 00:15:45.875 (gentle music) 151 00:15:54.250 --> 00:15:55.624 - [Richard] You can just drive around back 152 00:15:55.625 --> 00:15:57.400 to the loading dock, and beep the horn, 153 00:15:57.410 --> 00:16:00.124 and somebody will come give you a hand. 154 00:16:00.125 --> 00:16:01.624 Make sure you get a receipt. 155 00:16:01.625 --> 00:16:03.250 Can you handle that? 156 00:16:04.583 --> 00:16:06.542 - [James] Yeah. 157 00:16:16.667 --> 00:16:20.291 (engine starting) 158 00:16:32.750 --> 00:16:35.166 (horn beeping) 159 00:16:48.000 --> 00:16:50.500 (horn beeping) 160 00:16:58.583 --> 00:16:59.583 - James? 161 00:17:04.542 --> 00:17:06.208 When did you get back? 162 00:17:07.750 --> 00:17:09.333 - A few days ago. 163 00:17:11.500 --> 00:17:12.333 - [Charlie] How are you? 164 00:17:12.334 --> 00:17:20.334 - I'm fine. 165 00:17:21.709 --> 00:17:24.332 - They got to you. 166 00:17:24.333 --> 00:17:25.457 Didn't they? 167 00:17:25.458 --> 00:17:27.874 - I need to drop these off and get goin'. 168 00:17:27.875 --> 00:17:30.582 We can't be friends anymore, okay? 169 00:17:30.583 --> 00:17:31.583 - Friends. 170 00:17:33.959 --> 00:17:36.667 - Yeah, I can't be around you. 171 00:17:40.291 --> 00:17:41.291 - I see. 172 00:17:43.625 --> 00:17:45.749 - Things are different now. 173 00:17:45.750 --> 00:17:46.834 I'm different. 174 00:17:52.250 --> 00:17:53.542 - Sure you are. 175 00:17:58.667 --> 00:18:00.542 - I gotta go. 176 00:18:05.750 --> 00:18:09.333 (engine starting) 177 00:18:54.542 --> 00:18:56.291 (dramatic music) 178 00:19:22.417 --> 00:19:25.833 - [Therapist] How are you feeling right now? 179 00:19:25.834 --> 00:19:26.834 - [James] Sad. 180 00:19:28.333 --> 00:19:30.999 - [Therapist] Can you expand on that? 181 00:19:31.000 --> 00:19:32.249 Sad. 182 00:19:32.250 --> 00:19:33.000 How? 183 00:19:33.100 --> 00:19:34.830 Describe it. 184 00:19:35.291 --> 00:19:36.833 - Alone. 185 00:19:36.834 --> 00:19:38.830 I feel alone. 186 00:19:38.834 --> 00:19:40.375 Lonely. 187 00:19:41.333 --> 00:19:45.291 - [Therapist] Do you miss your mother? 188 00:19:49.125 --> 00:19:50.125 - Yes. 189 00:19:51.208 --> 00:19:52.333 - Your father? 190 00:19:52.917 --> 00:19:55.499 What about your friends? 191 00:19:55.500 --> 00:19:56.500 Were you close to them? 192 00:20:00.166 --> 00:20:02.959 Did you have any special friends? 193 00:20:10.410 --> 00:20:13.124 - You mean like best friends? 194 00:20:13.125 --> 00:20:15.374 - [Therapist] More special than that. 195 00:20:15.375 --> 00:20:17.250 You have a girlfriend? 196 00:20:21.410 --> 00:20:22.410 - No. 197 00:20:23.709 --> 00:20:25.709 - What about a boyfriend? 198 00:20:31.917 --> 00:20:34.208 It's okay, you can tell me. 199 00:20:36.125 --> 00:20:37.125 - Yes. 200 00:20:37.542 --> 00:20:40.125 - [Therapist] How many? 201 00:20:42.166 --> 00:20:43.166 - One. 202 00:20:44.410 --> 00:20:47.458 - [Therapist] What was his name? 203 00:20:47.875 --> 00:20:49.417 - Charlie. 204 00:20:54.709 --> 00:20:56.333 - Were you intimate? 205 00:21:00.875 --> 00:21:03.166 It's okay, you can tell me. 206 00:21:04.750 --> 00:21:05.875 - Sometimes. 207 00:21:08.830 --> 00:21:11.125 - [Therapist] How'd that make you feel? 208 00:21:13.709 --> 00:21:15.416 - I, I, I don't know. 209 00:21:15.417 --> 00:21:16.500 Good, I guess. 210 00:21:21.125 --> 00:21:24.416 - Sin makes us feel good while we're committing it, James, 211 00:21:24.417 --> 00:21:27.833 but that doesn't mean it's good for us. 212 00:21:27.834 --> 00:21:29.458 It can really mess us up inside. 213 00:21:32.792 --> 00:21:36.666 And then when we're done, feel bad about it. 214 00:21:36.667 --> 00:21:37.667 Does that make sense? 215 00:21:40.959 --> 00:21:41.959 - Yes. 216 00:21:42.667 --> 00:21:47.290 - [Therapist] Charlie is like a drug. 217 00:21:47.291 --> 00:21:48.874 It's hard being away from him right now. 218 00:21:48.875 --> 00:21:51.458 I know, but, being with him would be worse. 219 00:21:56.410 --> 00:21:58.290 Once he's out of your system I promise you, 220 00:21:58.291 --> 00:22:02.290 you're going to feel so much better, 221 00:22:02.291 --> 00:22:03.291 and then you're gonna wonder 222 00:22:03.292 --> 00:22:06.208 why you ever had him in your life. 223 00:22:09.125 --> 00:22:11.834 (dramatic music) 224 00:22:32.250 --> 00:22:34.542 - Did you get that receipt? 225 00:22:38.917 --> 00:22:39.917 Well? 226 00:22:41.625 --> 00:22:42.749 - Hey, Dad, can you take care of 227 00:22:42.750 --> 00:22:44.499 those deliveries from now on? 228 00:22:44.500 --> 00:22:45.917 - [Richard] Why? 229 00:22:47.250 --> 00:22:49.874 I give you one simple job, you can't even do that? 230 00:22:49.875 --> 00:22:51.750 - Forget it. 231 00:23:13.709 --> 00:23:16.458 (horn blaring) 232 00:23:24.458 --> 00:23:26.375 I need the receipts. 233 00:23:27.583 --> 00:23:28.708 - What? 234 00:23:28.709 --> 00:23:30.583 - I need the receipts for the apples. 235 00:23:40.375 --> 00:23:41.500 Damn it. 236 00:23:50.000 --> 00:23:53.125 All right, let's hurry it up, please. 237 00:23:55.291 --> 00:23:56.709 - What did they do to you? 238 00:23:58.250 --> 00:24:00.959 - Don't worry about it. 239 00:24:04.667 --> 00:24:06.333 - Are you happier? 240 00:24:12.417 --> 00:24:13.999 Well, you seem happier. 241 00:24:14.000 --> 00:24:16.750 (dramatic music) 242 00:24:19.542 --> 00:24:20.375 Maybe I should sign up for a round. 243 00:24:20.376 --> 00:24:21.582 It did wonders for you. 244 00:24:21.583 --> 00:24:23.583 (grunts) 245 00:24:25.125 --> 00:24:27.792 (dramatic music) 246 00:24:45.291 --> 00:24:47.333 - I wanna go to church. 247 00:24:48.125 --> 00:24:49.125 - What now? 248 00:24:49.126 --> 00:24:50.499 - No, Sunday. 249 00:24:50.500 --> 00:24:51.166 That all right? 250 00:24:51.167 --> 00:24:52.583 - Yeah, I guess. 251 00:24:57.458 --> 00:25:00.624 - When you were slaves of sin, 252 00:25:00.625 --> 00:25:03.666 you are free in regard to righteousness. 253 00:25:03.667 --> 00:25:04.667 So what fruit did you then get 254 00:25:04.668 --> 00:25:08.666 from the things of which are now ashamed? 255 00:25:08.667 --> 00:25:11.582 The end of those things is death. 256 00:25:11.583 --> 00:25:14.624 But now that you have been freed from sin, 257 00:25:14.625 --> 00:25:15.874 and enslaved to God, 258 00:25:15.875 --> 00:25:19.250 the fruit that you get is eternal life. 259 00:25:20.917 --> 00:25:22.958 For the wages of sin is death, 260 00:25:22.959 --> 00:25:26.541 and the gift of God is eternal life. 261 00:25:26.542 --> 00:25:27.792 In Jesus Christ our Lord. 262 00:25:31.667 --> 00:25:34.457 (church music) 263 00:25:34.458 --> 00:25:35.833 Thank you. 264 00:25:35.834 --> 00:25:36.625 Thank you. 265 00:25:36.626 --> 00:25:38.374 All right, thank you. 266 00:25:38.375 --> 00:25:39.833 - [Boy] Nice sermon, Pastor. 267 00:25:39.834 --> 00:25:42.499 - [Pastor] Thank you, Lucy. 268 00:25:42.500 --> 00:25:45.457 Richard, James, so great to have you back with us. 269 00:25:45.458 --> 00:25:47.749 How have you been holding up? 270 00:25:47.750 --> 00:25:48.999 - Ah, we're doing all right. 271 00:25:49.000 --> 00:25:50.833 - Well, that's good to hear. 272 00:25:50.834 --> 00:25:51.709 How old are you now? 273 00:25:51.709 --> 00:25:52.542 - 19. 274 00:25:52.542 --> 00:25:53.375 19, well my Suzy just turned 19. 275 00:25:53.376 --> 00:25:55.708 She's going to UVM in the Fall. 276 00:25:55.709 --> 00:25:56.667 - That's a good school. 277 00:25:56.668 --> 00:25:59.624 James is thinking about Vermont Tech. 278 00:25:59.625 --> 00:26:02.666 Maybe Suzy could give him some advice. 279 00:26:02.667 --> 00:26:04.400 - I'm sure she would love that. 280 00:26:04.410 --> 00:26:04.875 Hang on. 281 00:26:04.876 --> 00:26:07.290 Suzy, could you come here, honey. 282 00:26:07.291 --> 00:26:08.874 Suzy, you remember James? 283 00:26:08.875 --> 00:26:13.124 - Yeah, not well, we were a year apart in school. 284 00:26:13.125 --> 00:26:14.207 - Well, he's going to college in the Fall, 285 00:26:14.208 --> 00:26:16.624 and maybe you can help him with his application. 286 00:26:16.625 --> 00:26:18.400 - Yeah, I would love to. 287 00:26:18.410 --> 00:26:20.208 Let me give you my number. 288 00:26:21.959 --> 00:26:22.959 - Yeah. 289 00:26:23.875 --> 00:26:26.916 Yeah, sure. 290 00:26:26.917 --> 00:26:29.333 (gentle music) 291 00:26:36.750 --> 00:26:39.417 ♪ I sent away 292 00:26:40.750 --> 00:26:42.165 ♪ For a treasured life 293 00:26:42.166 --> 00:26:43.999 (knocking) 294 00:26:44.000 --> 00:26:45.000 Hey. 295 00:26:48.917 --> 00:26:50.250 - That looks good. 296 00:26:51.250 --> 00:26:53.374 - How many can I take? 297 00:26:53.375 --> 00:26:54.875 - One should be enough for now. 298 00:26:57.208 --> 00:26:58.208 - Okay. 299 00:26:59.375 --> 00:27:01.708 - [Richard] Did you call Suzy yet? 300 00:27:01.709 --> 00:27:02.625 - No. 301 00:27:02.626 --> 00:27:05.874 - [Richard] She seems like a nice girl. 302 00:27:05.875 --> 00:27:06.875 Pretty too. 303 00:27:08.291 --> 00:27:09.291 - Yeah. 304 00:27:11.959 --> 00:27:13.958 ♪ In the morning air 305 00:27:13.959 --> 00:27:19.124 - Yeah. 306 00:27:19.125 --> 00:27:22.958 ♪ The trees were ripe 307 00:27:22.959 --> 00:27:25.959 ♪ And you were there 308 00:27:34.125 --> 00:27:36.750 ♪ You're not here 309 00:27:55.875 --> 00:27:56.583 - [Pastor] James. 310 00:27:56.583 --> 00:27:57.333 - [James] Hi. 311 00:27:57.334 --> 00:27:58.541 - Come on in. 312 00:27:58.542 --> 00:27:59.333 How are you? 313 00:27:59.333 --> 00:28:00.830 - Good. 314 00:28:00.830 --> 00:28:01.830 - Great. 315 00:28:01.125 --> 00:28:02.875 Suzy. 316 00:28:03.792 --> 00:28:04.958 She'll be right down. 317 00:28:04.959 --> 00:28:05.959 - Okay. 318 00:28:11.208 --> 00:28:12.958 - Hi. 319 00:28:12.959 --> 00:28:13.959 - Hi. 320 00:28:14.834 --> 00:28:17.667 - So, do you wanna come to my room? 321 00:28:21.166 --> 00:28:22.499 - [James] Okay. 322 00:28:22.500 --> 00:28:24.917 (gentle music) 323 00:28:29.834 --> 00:28:31.374 - Here's my application letter 324 00:28:31.375 --> 00:28:33.959 if you wanna take a look at it. 325 00:28:41.208 --> 00:28:42.542 - Yeah, thank you. 326 00:28:50.000 --> 00:28:51.624 - I get the feeling you're not 327 00:28:51.625 --> 00:28:54.833 really looking for help with this. 328 00:28:54.834 --> 00:28:56.708 - No, no, I'm sorry. 329 00:28:56.709 --> 00:28:57.834 I don't mean to be rude. 330 00:29:01.417 --> 00:29:03.709 - Why the lack of interest? 331 00:29:08.000 --> 00:29:10.207 - My Dad wants me to apply to state schools, 332 00:29:10.208 --> 00:29:11.333 but I was... 333 00:29:14.125 --> 00:29:16.874 Well, I'd like to go somewhere else. 334 00:29:16.875 --> 00:29:19.165 - Well, where do you wanna go? 335 00:29:19.166 --> 00:29:20.000 - Well, I was accepted into 336 00:29:20.100 --> 00:29:23.582 Berklee College of Music in Boston. 337 00:29:23.583 --> 00:29:24.291 - Wow. 338 00:29:24.291 --> 00:29:25.291 Congratulations. 339 00:29:27.830 --> 00:29:28.830 - Thank you. 340 00:29:31.542 --> 00:29:34.374 My Dad says it's not practical though. 341 00:29:34.375 --> 00:29:36.208 - Oh, I see. 342 00:29:37.458 --> 00:29:38.375 - [James] Yeah. 343 00:29:38.376 --> 00:29:39.833 - And he's probably just tryin' to do 344 00:29:39.834 --> 00:29:42.208 what he thinks is best for ya. 345 00:29:44.458 --> 00:29:47.458 - [James] You're engaged? 346 00:29:49.000 --> 00:29:49.834 - No. 347 00:29:49.835 --> 00:29:51.458 It's a promise ring. 348 00:29:53.458 --> 00:29:55.750 - What is that? 349 00:29:57.125 --> 00:29:58.624 - [Suzy] It means I've promised to stay a virgin 350 00:29:58.625 --> 00:30:00.416 until I'm married. 351 00:30:00.417 --> 00:30:02.416 (chuckles) 352 00:30:02.417 --> 00:30:03.208 It's silly, it's okay. 353 00:30:03.208 --> 00:30:03.875 - No, no. 354 00:30:03.876 --> 00:30:05.874 I don't think so. 355 00:30:05.875 --> 00:30:06.875 - Oh. 356 00:30:12.458 --> 00:30:14.165 (gentle music) 357 00:30:14.166 --> 00:30:17.124 - Well, you know, I should, 358 00:30:17.125 --> 00:30:18.457 I should keep going. 359 00:30:18.458 --> 00:30:20.820 I have a lot of deliveries and stuff to do, so... 360 00:30:20.830 --> 00:30:21.249 - Okay. 361 00:30:21.250 --> 00:30:21.625 Well, I'm sorry I wasn't very much help. 362 00:30:21.626 --> 00:30:23.124 - No, no. 363 00:30:23.125 --> 00:30:23.834 No, don't worry about it. 364 00:30:23.835 --> 00:30:25.820 I'll figure it out. 365 00:30:25.830 --> 00:30:26.290 - And if you have anymore questions, you have my number. 366 00:30:26.291 --> 00:30:27.416 - Yeah, yeah. 367 00:30:27.417 --> 00:30:28.624 - Of if you just wanna hang out. 368 00:30:28.625 --> 00:30:31.333 I mean, that would be fun too. 369 00:30:32.291 --> 00:30:33.332 - Hang out? 370 00:30:33.333 --> 00:30:35.916 - Yeah. 371 00:30:35.917 --> 00:30:39.208 We could grab some dinner or see a movie or something fun. 372 00:30:42.750 --> 00:30:44.332 - Sure. 373 00:30:44.333 --> 00:30:46.332 - I mean we don't have to if you don't want to. - No, no no. We, we. 374 00:30:46.333 --> 00:30:47.874 Yeah, yeah. 375 00:30:47.875 --> 00:30:49.666 I need to to check my schedule, you know, 376 00:30:49.667 --> 00:30:50.458 but I'll give you a call. 377 00:30:50.458 --> 00:30:51.375 - Okay. 378 00:30:51.375 --> 00:30:51.750 - Yeah, all right. 379 00:30:51.751 --> 00:30:53.410 - Okay. 380 00:30:54.410 --> 00:30:54.583 - Bye. 381 00:30:54.584 --> 00:30:58.166 (gentle music) 382 00:30:58.625 --> 00:31:01.750 (horn blaring) 383 00:31:06.667 --> 00:31:09.583 - Be right back with your receipts. 384 00:31:10.291 --> 00:31:11.417 - Hey. 385 00:31:14.830 --> 00:31:17.830 Sorry for how I acted the other day. 386 00:31:25.250 --> 00:31:26.333 - You should be. 387 00:31:30.250 --> 00:31:32.166 I don't agree with this. 388 00:31:34.709 --> 00:31:35.583 But if you're gonna be coming by here a lot, 389 00:31:35.584 --> 00:31:37.917 we can at least be civil. 390 00:31:40.417 --> 00:31:41.417 - Yeah. 391 00:31:49.542 --> 00:31:53.410 (dramatic music) 392 00:32:00.333 --> 00:32:03.332 - [Therapist] Did your father ever hit you? 393 00:32:03.333 --> 00:32:04.333 - No. 394 00:32:06.583 --> 00:32:08.542 Why are we doing this? 395 00:32:10.750 --> 00:32:13.165 - I'm trying to establish 396 00:32:13.166 --> 00:32:16.958 if there's been any emotional trauma in your life. 397 00:32:16.959 --> 00:32:19.820 Something that happened a long time ago 398 00:32:19.830 --> 00:32:21.959 that you may have forgotten about. 399 00:32:22.709 --> 00:32:24.416 - I don't think so. 400 00:32:24.417 --> 00:32:25.410 I think I'd remember it. 401 00:32:25.420 --> 00:32:26.249 - No, not necessarily. 402 00:32:26.250 --> 00:32:30.792 We often repress difficult or painful memories. 403 00:32:31.834 --> 00:32:34.249 If something like that did happen, 404 00:32:34.250 --> 00:32:37.916 if you were abused or mistreated, for instance, 405 00:32:37.917 --> 00:32:41.625 that could help explain your situation now. 406 00:32:42.709 --> 00:32:44.416 And if that's the case, 407 00:32:44.417 --> 00:32:45.582 working on that might help you 408 00:32:45.583 --> 00:32:50.417 to transition back to healthy, heterosexual desires. 409 00:32:52.500 --> 00:32:55.208 - Like I'd be interested in girls? 410 00:32:57.583 --> 00:33:00.249 - I believe you already are deep down. 411 00:33:00.250 --> 00:33:02.791 That's what nature intended you to be. 412 00:33:02.792 --> 00:33:06.207 Something just knocked you off course along the way. 413 00:33:06.208 --> 00:33:08.624 - I mean, I wasn't abused or molested or anything like that. 414 00:33:08.625 --> 00:33:10.958 - Okay, that's great. 415 00:33:10.959 --> 00:33:13.290 We'll look for another explanation then. 416 00:33:13.291 --> 00:33:16.791 You and I can work on finding that together. 417 00:33:16.792 --> 00:33:18.541 I wanna help you, James, 418 00:33:18.542 --> 00:33:20.667 but you have to want it too. 419 00:33:25.583 --> 00:33:27.624 - I do. 420 00:33:27.625 --> 00:33:29.499 - Good. 421 00:33:29.500 --> 00:33:30.166 Won't be easy. 422 00:33:30.167 --> 00:33:31.499 You have to work at it. 423 00:33:31.500 --> 00:33:33.833 You're gonna have to push yourself toward healthy behavior, 424 00:33:33.834 --> 00:33:36.709 try to avoid temptation. 425 00:33:37.667 --> 00:33:38.417 Everyone is different. 426 00:33:38.418 --> 00:33:39.624 You have have tremendous success 427 00:33:39.625 --> 00:33:43.820 and walk out of here a totally heterosexual young man, 428 00:33:43.830 --> 00:33:46.834 or you may always struggle with your feelings. 429 00:33:47.625 --> 00:33:50.291 (dramatic music) 430 00:34:12.375 --> 00:34:14.834 (gentle music) 431 00:34:36.625 --> 00:34:37.708 - Hello. 432 00:34:37.709 --> 00:34:39.666 Hi, it's James. 433 00:34:39.667 --> 00:34:41.374 How are you? 434 00:34:41.375 --> 00:34:43.542 Good, good good, I'm good. 435 00:34:46.417 --> 00:34:50.820 Yeah, listen, I was thinking about what you said, 436 00:34:50.830 --> 00:34:51.416 and I was wondering if maybe 437 00:34:51.417 --> 00:34:53.333 you wanted to grab dinner tonight. 438 00:34:55.834 --> 00:34:57.208 Yeah, yeah sure. 439 00:35:00.830 --> 00:35:00.917 All right, sure. 440 00:35:00.918 --> 00:35:03.416 Sure, so six o'clock. 441 00:35:03.417 --> 00:35:04.417 Yeah, all right, great. 442 00:35:04.418 --> 00:35:06.416 Great, I'll see you then. 443 00:35:06.417 --> 00:35:07.291 Okay. 444 00:35:07.292 --> 00:35:08.999 All right, bye. 445 00:35:09.000 --> 00:35:11.750 (gentle music) 446 00:35:17.291 --> 00:35:17.625 (knocking) 447 00:35:17.626 --> 00:35:18.833 Yeah? 448 00:35:18.834 --> 00:35:20.874 - I was headin' into town. 449 00:35:20.875 --> 00:35:22.791 I just wondered if you needed some supplies. 450 00:35:22.792 --> 00:35:23.916 - No, no no, I'm fine. 451 00:35:23.917 --> 00:35:26.582 - You gotta buy books, don't ya? 452 00:35:26.583 --> 00:35:28.749 - Yeah, I won't know until class starts. 453 00:35:28.750 --> 00:35:30.874 - Well here. 454 00:35:30.875 --> 00:35:32.332 If you need more, let me know. 455 00:35:32.333 --> 00:35:33.166 - [James] Okay. 456 00:35:33.167 --> 00:35:34.999 - Are you goin' somewhere? 457 00:35:35.000 --> 00:35:37.958 - Yeah, I was going to grab dinner with Suzy. 458 00:35:37.959 --> 00:35:39.624 - Ah, where you goin'? 459 00:35:39.625 --> 00:35:40.625 - Oh... 460 00:35:42.792 --> 00:35:44.124 I don't know. 461 00:35:44.125 --> 00:35:45.249 - Just take her to Ruby's. 462 00:35:45.250 --> 00:35:47.416 Oh, I know it doesn't look like much, 463 00:35:47.417 --> 00:35:49.916 but the food's really good, honest. 464 00:35:49.917 --> 00:35:51.830 Here, my treat. 465 00:35:53.000 --> 00:35:54.457 Have a big time. 466 00:35:54.458 --> 00:35:59.833 - Thanks. 467 00:35:59.834 --> 00:36:02.625 (dramatic music) 468 00:36:26.750 --> 00:36:29.333 (country music) 469 00:36:41.000 --> 00:36:42.582 We can go somewhere else. 470 00:36:42.583 --> 00:36:45.820 - No. 471 00:36:45.830 --> 00:36:46.666 No, this is fine, and there's lots of personality. 472 00:36:46.667 --> 00:36:48.499 - You sure? 473 00:36:48.500 --> 00:36:49.833 - [Suzy] Absolutely. 474 00:36:49.834 --> 00:36:50.834 - You kids want an appetizer? 475 00:36:50.835 --> 00:36:52.457 - What do you have? 476 00:36:52.458 --> 00:36:54.792 - Chips, pretzels, peanuts. 477 00:36:55.542 --> 00:36:57.249 - I think we're okay for now. 478 00:36:57.250 --> 00:36:58.457 - [Waitress] All right. 479 00:36:58.458 --> 00:36:59.166 Let me know when you're ready to order. 480 00:36:59.167 --> 00:37:00.250 - Thank you. 481 00:37:05.834 --> 00:37:07.400 I'm sorry. 482 00:37:07.410 --> 00:37:08.582 - Don't be. 483 00:37:08.583 --> 00:37:10.400 My Dad was always saying this place is a pit of sins, 484 00:37:10.410 --> 00:37:12.417 so I've been dying to see why. 485 00:37:13.917 --> 00:37:14.375 (laughs) 486 00:37:14.376 --> 00:37:15.541 I'm kidding. 487 00:37:15.542 --> 00:37:16.542 It's fine, it's fine. 488 00:37:19.500 --> 00:37:23.833 In fact, I wish we would have done this sooner. 489 00:37:23.834 --> 00:37:24.834 - Oh yeah? 490 00:37:24.835 --> 00:37:26.416 - Yeah. 491 00:37:26.417 --> 00:37:28.916 I wish we would have known each other in high school. 492 00:37:28.917 --> 00:37:29.917 - Yeah. 493 00:37:30.667 --> 00:37:34.290 - Just running in different crowds I guess. 494 00:37:34.291 --> 00:37:37.583 You were always with Brad Miller and Charlie Green. 495 00:37:39.709 --> 00:37:43.166 Is it true what they said about Charlie? 496 00:37:45.830 --> 00:37:46.410 - What did they say? 497 00:37:46.420 --> 00:37:47.291 - He's gay. 498 00:37:50.959 --> 00:37:52.582 - I don't think I should reveal the details 499 00:37:52.583 --> 00:37:53.874 of other people's... 500 00:37:53.875 --> 00:37:55.499 (gasping) 501 00:37:55.500 --> 00:37:56.792 - That's crazy. 502 00:37:58.291 --> 00:37:59.291 Wow. 503 00:38:00.917 --> 00:38:02.959 - Does it bother you? 504 00:38:04.125 --> 00:38:05.457 - I think people ought to be free 505 00:38:05.458 --> 00:38:08.375 to live their lives however they like. 506 00:38:15.830 --> 00:38:16.499 Well, thanks again. 507 00:38:16.500 --> 00:38:17.291 - Yeah. 508 00:38:17.292 --> 00:38:19.207 It was a really good time. 509 00:38:19.208 --> 00:38:20.749 - I guess I'll see you around. 510 00:38:20.750 --> 00:38:21.750 - Yeah. 511 00:38:28.125 --> 00:38:29.250 - Um... 512 00:38:30.208 --> 00:38:31.125 - Oh. 513 00:38:31.126 --> 00:38:32.749 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 514 00:38:32.750 --> 00:38:33.542 - No, I'm sorry. 515 00:38:33.543 --> 00:38:34.791 - No no, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 516 00:38:34.792 --> 00:38:35.417 I... 517 00:38:35.417 --> 00:38:35.959 - I should get inside. 518 00:38:35.960 --> 00:38:37.708 - No, no, no, no. 519 00:38:37.709 --> 00:38:38.500 Listen, listen. 520 00:38:38.500 --> 00:38:39.500 I um... 521 00:38:41.542 --> 00:38:44.290 I like to take things slower, you know. 522 00:38:44.291 --> 00:38:47.624 I think slow is better for me. 523 00:38:47.625 --> 00:38:48.417 - [Suzy] Okay. 524 00:38:48.417 --> 00:38:49.417 - Yeah. 525 00:38:51.792 --> 00:38:55.410 But look, I'd like for this to be a... 526 00:38:57.166 --> 00:38:59.332 You know, if you want. 527 00:38:59.333 --> 00:39:00.958 - Yeah, sure, if you do. 528 00:39:00.959 --> 00:39:02.375 - Yeah, yeah, I do. 529 00:39:03.917 --> 00:39:06.999 - Okay, well, I should get inside. 530 00:39:07.000 --> 00:39:07.333 Bye. 531 00:39:07.334 --> 00:39:08.500 - Yeah. 532 00:39:19.208 --> 00:39:22.291 (dramatic music) 533 00:39:49.375 --> 00:39:53.291 - You're still dreaming about girls sexually? 534 00:39:56.500 --> 00:40:00.458 Does anyone know why we have dreams? 535 00:40:01.709 --> 00:40:04.541 Dreams are our brain's way of making sense of the things 536 00:40:04.542 --> 00:40:08.249 that we experience during the day. 537 00:40:08.250 --> 00:40:12.916 So, if, for instance, we see a dog when we're awake, 538 00:40:12.917 --> 00:40:14.457 and we think about that dog, 539 00:40:14.458 --> 00:40:16.874 we might dream about it at night 540 00:40:16.875 --> 00:40:19.999 when our brain is sorting out those memories. 541 00:40:20.000 --> 00:40:21.249 Does that make sense? 542 00:40:21.250 --> 00:40:25.207 So, if you're having sexual dreams about women at night, 543 00:40:25.208 --> 00:40:27.708 it's probably because 544 00:40:27.709 --> 00:40:30.165 you're thinking about them sexually during the day. 545 00:40:30.166 --> 00:40:31.916 - But I wasn't. 546 00:40:31.917 --> 00:40:33.374 - It's okay, it's okay. 547 00:40:33.375 --> 00:40:35.749 Everyone slips up from time to time. 548 00:40:35.750 --> 00:40:37.749 You just have to focus and try your best 549 00:40:37.750 --> 00:40:41.457 to stay away from thoughts and situations 550 00:40:41.458 --> 00:40:43.416 that will lead you down the wrong path. 551 00:40:43.417 --> 00:40:44.958 Remember, your body wants you 552 00:40:44.959 --> 00:40:47.917 to be attracted to the opposite sex. 553 00:40:49.709 --> 00:40:50.834 - Why is that? 554 00:40:53.750 --> 00:40:56.542 - Because that's what God intended. 555 00:40:59.208 --> 00:41:00.750 - I'm not sure I believe in God. 556 00:41:03.291 --> 00:41:05.624 - Well, that's okay, James. 557 00:41:05.625 --> 00:41:07.125 He believes in you. 558 00:41:08.333 --> 00:41:11.000 God made Adam and Eve. 559 00:41:11.625 --> 00:41:12.625 One man and one woman, 560 00:41:12.626 --> 00:41:15.833 because that's what's required to have a baby. 561 00:41:15.834 --> 00:41:18.400 Not two men, not two women, 562 00:41:18.410 --> 00:41:20.290 not three people of various genders. 563 00:41:20.291 --> 00:41:21.582 One and one. 564 00:41:21.583 --> 00:41:23.820 And that's not just true with people. 565 00:41:23.830 --> 00:41:24.749 It's also true in the animal kingdom. 566 00:41:24.750 --> 00:41:26.999 One male lion and one female lion 567 00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:28.457 can make a baby lion. 568 00:41:28.458 --> 00:41:30.666 One male zebra and one female zebra 569 00:41:30.667 --> 00:41:31.542 can make a baby zebra. 570 00:41:31.543 --> 00:41:32.624 One male shark... 571 00:41:32.625 --> 00:41:33.375 - All right. 572 00:41:33.375 --> 00:41:33.959 I get it. 573 00:41:33.959 --> 00:41:34.917 - It's in your genes. 574 00:41:34.918 --> 00:41:37.749 Your body wants you to be with a woman 575 00:41:37.750 --> 00:41:40.624 so that you can make babies and carry on the species. 576 00:41:40.625 --> 00:41:43.290 - [Woman] I don't think I want babies. 577 00:41:43.291 --> 00:41:45.666 - Well, maybe not right now, 578 00:41:45.667 --> 00:41:49.874 but one day you will, when you're ready. 579 00:41:49.875 --> 00:41:51.666 And you won't be able to have them 580 00:41:51.667 --> 00:41:53.666 with another woman. 581 00:41:53.667 --> 00:41:56.830 (gentle music) 582 00:42:08.625 --> 00:42:11.666 (music drowns out dialogue) 583 00:42:11.667 --> 00:42:13.874 - [Richard] You know, it's just not for sale. 584 00:42:13.875 --> 00:42:17.708 It's been in the family for generations. 585 00:42:17.709 --> 00:42:19.374 - [Customer] Okay, we were, you know 586 00:42:19.375 --> 00:42:20.333 interested in kind of taking your orchard 587 00:42:20.334 --> 00:42:23.290 in a different direction. 588 00:42:23.291 --> 00:42:24.125 - [Woman] A lot of people in our area 589 00:42:24.126 --> 00:42:25.791 are starting to buy more organic. 590 00:42:25.792 --> 00:42:27.457 - [Male Customer] Yeah. - [Woman] That's the direction they seem to be goin'. 591 00:42:27.458 --> 00:42:30.207 - That's true. A lot of the grocery stores, you know, 592 00:42:30.208 --> 00:42:31.830 they really got a lot of interest in it, 593 00:42:31.840 --> 00:42:32.582 and I think they're paying a premium 594 00:42:32.583 --> 00:42:33.708 for organic apples and... 595 00:42:33.709 --> 00:42:35.624 - [Richard] Well, good luck with that, 596 00:42:35.625 --> 00:42:37.582 but the place ain't for sale. 597 00:42:37.583 --> 00:42:38.833 - Okay. 598 00:42:38.834 --> 00:42:41.207 Well, it's a shame, you've got a beautiful property here. 599 00:42:41.208 --> 00:42:43.400 - There's nothing we can do to change your mind? 600 00:42:43.410 --> 00:42:46.541 - [Richard] No, I don't think so. 601 00:42:46.542 --> 00:42:47.625 - Okay then. 602 00:42:50.250 --> 00:42:51.624 Let me give you my card, 603 00:42:51.625 --> 00:42:55.332 and if you change your mind give us a call. 604 00:42:55.333 --> 00:42:56.749 - [Richard] You don't need to waste one of your cards. 605 00:42:56.750 --> 00:42:57.542 - No, please. 606 00:42:57.543 --> 00:42:58.833 Keep it. 607 00:42:58.834 --> 00:43:00.165 - [Woman] Thank you for your time. 608 00:43:00.166 --> 00:43:00.959 - [Richard] All right, well, good luck. 609 00:43:00.959 --> 00:43:01.792 - [Woman] Thank you. 610 00:43:01.793 --> 00:43:03.750 - [Male Customer] Thank you. 611 00:43:17.792 --> 00:43:18.500 - Hey. 612 00:43:18.500 --> 00:43:19.500 - [Richard] Hey. 613 00:43:21.125 --> 00:43:21.875 - Who were those people? 614 00:43:21.876 --> 00:43:23.833 - [Richard] Couple of weirdos. 615 00:43:23.834 --> 00:43:24.834 - Oh yeah? 616 00:43:24.835 --> 00:43:26.916 - [Richard] Yeah. 617 00:43:26.917 --> 00:43:28.874 - What'd they want? 618 00:43:28.875 --> 00:43:32.410 - [Richard] They wanted to buy the farm. 619 00:43:33.709 --> 00:43:36.332 - Great, well, what did you tell them? 620 00:43:36.333 --> 00:43:38.834 - [Richard] What do you think I told them? 621 00:43:42.830 --> 00:43:43.791 - Say what they wanted to do with it? 622 00:43:43.792 --> 00:43:48.165 - They wanna modernize it, go organic. 623 00:43:48.166 --> 00:43:50.249 I told them the apples are already organic. 624 00:43:50.250 --> 00:43:53.290 They come right out of the ground. 625 00:43:53.291 --> 00:43:55.999 - I think they meant they wanna use less pesticides, Dad. 626 00:43:56.000 --> 00:43:57.958 - [Richard] Well, they're not very good farmers then, 627 00:43:57.959 --> 00:43:59.874 are they? 628 00:43:59.875 --> 00:44:01.457 - A lot of people are startin' to think like them. 629 00:44:01.458 --> 00:44:03.916 - It's a fad, it'll pass. 630 00:44:03.917 --> 00:44:04.834 - I'm just sayin' we oughta look into it. 631 00:44:04.835 --> 00:44:06.820 That's all. 632 00:44:06.830 --> 00:44:07.791 - James, I appreciate you wanting to help, 633 00:44:07.792 --> 00:44:08.750 but trust me when I say I know 634 00:44:08.751 --> 00:44:11.791 what the hell I'm doin', okay? 635 00:44:11.792 --> 00:44:13.416 Now, when you're runnin' the show, 636 00:44:13.417 --> 00:44:15.457 you can grow apples anyway you want. 637 00:44:15.458 --> 00:44:16.791 Maybe then you'll find out your old man 638 00:44:16.792 --> 00:44:19.333 knew what he was talkin' about. 639 00:44:21.250 --> 00:44:23.417 You still in your pajamas? 640 00:44:26.291 --> 00:44:29.792 (dramatic music) 641 00:45:03.959 --> 00:45:06.667 (horn beeping) 642 00:45:37.875 --> 00:45:40.249 - Sorry, I'm running behind today. 643 00:45:40.250 --> 00:45:43.541 - [James] What happened to you? 644 00:45:43.542 --> 00:45:44.375 - I ran into a door. 645 00:45:44.375 --> 00:45:45.375 - Charlie. 646 00:45:49.208 --> 00:45:52.709 - A couple of guys jumped me after work. 647 00:45:55.166 --> 00:45:55.500 - Here? 648 00:45:55.501 --> 00:45:57.124 - No. 649 00:45:57.125 --> 00:45:58.666 Down the road. 650 00:45:58.667 --> 00:46:00.400 I've been walking home since my car died. 651 00:46:00.410 --> 00:46:01.165 - No, you can't walk all the way 652 00:46:01.166 --> 00:46:02.833 back to your place form here. 653 00:46:02.834 --> 00:46:04.165 - Look, it won't happen again, okay. 654 00:46:04.166 --> 00:46:05.249 I got my guard up this time. 655 00:46:05.250 --> 00:46:06.332 - You're not walking anymore. 656 00:46:06.333 --> 00:46:07.416 Let me drive you. 657 00:46:07.417 --> 00:46:08.208 - James, I don't need an escort. 658 00:46:08.209 --> 00:46:09.666 - I don't care. 659 00:46:09.667 --> 00:46:10.916 What time is your shift over? 660 00:46:10.917 --> 00:46:11.709 - James. 661 00:46:11.710 --> 00:46:14.830 - What time is your shift over? 662 00:46:17.125 --> 00:46:18.165 - Nine. 663 00:46:18.166 --> 00:46:19.125 - Okay. 664 00:46:19.125 --> 00:46:20.125 I'll see you at nine. 665 00:46:35.208 --> 00:46:38.207 (laughing) 666 00:46:38.208 --> 00:46:40.830 - [Richard] Here he comes. 667 00:46:47.709 --> 00:46:48.709 - Hi. 668 00:46:49.208 --> 00:46:50.208 - Hey. 669 00:46:53.410 --> 00:46:54.290 What's goin' on? 670 00:46:54.291 --> 00:46:54.792 - Just wanted to drop by and surprise ya. 671 00:46:54.793 --> 00:46:57.207 Hope that's okay. 672 00:46:57.208 --> 00:46:58.249 - Ah yeah. 673 00:46:58.250 --> 00:46:59.125 Sure. 674 00:46:59.126 --> 00:47:00.999 - Well, it was nice talkin' to ya. 675 00:47:01.000 --> 00:47:02.000 - Yeah, you too. 676 00:47:06.830 --> 00:47:08.290 So, my parents wanted me to invite you to dinner tonight. 677 00:47:08.291 --> 00:47:09.291 - Oh. 678 00:47:14.250 --> 00:47:16.290 You know, my Dad, actually, is gonna be 679 00:47:16.291 --> 00:47:16.750 be cooking dinner tonight. 680 00:47:16.751 --> 00:47:17.791 - [Suzy] Oh. 681 00:47:17.792 --> 00:47:18.667 Well, I just told him I was gonna 682 00:47:18.668 --> 00:47:19.999 invite you to dinner with us, 683 00:47:20.000 --> 00:47:22.582 and he said he didn't mind eating alone. 684 00:47:22.583 --> 00:47:24.249 - Oh. 685 00:47:24.250 --> 00:47:25.332 - If you don't wanna come, that's... 686 00:47:25.333 --> 00:47:25.792 - No, no, no. 687 00:47:25.793 --> 00:47:27.165 I do, I do. 688 00:47:27.166 --> 00:47:27.917 - Okay. 689 00:47:27.918 --> 00:47:28.999 - What time? 690 00:47:29.000 --> 00:47:30.290 - 7:30. 691 00:47:30.291 --> 00:47:30.625 - Okay. 692 00:47:30.625 --> 00:47:31.417 - Great. 693 00:47:31.418 --> 00:47:33.249 - Yeah. 694 00:47:33.250 --> 00:47:33.959 - [Suzie] I'll see you then. 695 00:47:33.959 --> 00:47:34.667 - [James] All right. 696 00:47:34.667 --> 00:47:35.667 - [Suzie] Bye. 697 00:47:51.166 --> 00:47:52.166 - Steak. 698 00:47:53.410 --> 00:47:55.499 You're gettin' pretty handy with the oven. 699 00:47:55.500 --> 00:47:55.834 - Actually, it's not bad. 700 00:47:55.835 --> 00:47:57.374 - Yeah? 701 00:47:57.375 --> 00:47:58.333 - Hey, you look nice. 702 00:47:58.334 --> 00:48:00.207 - Thanks. 703 00:48:00.208 --> 00:48:01.457 - You can tell your girlfriend 704 00:48:01.458 --> 00:48:02.624 come on over for dinner over here next time. 705 00:48:02.625 --> 00:48:03.583 - You can keep practicing. 706 00:48:03.584 --> 00:48:05.374 I don't wanna poison her. 707 00:48:05.375 --> 00:48:06.375 - Hey. 708 00:48:09.625 --> 00:48:12.830 Your mom would be proud of ya. 709 00:48:14.458 --> 00:48:17.500 (dramatic music) 710 00:48:18.417 --> 00:48:19.917 Have a good time. 711 00:48:21.667 --> 00:48:24.291 (door creaking) 712 00:48:27.250 --> 00:48:29.959 (dramatic music) 713 00:48:37.500 --> 00:48:38.791 - How are things are the farm, James? 714 00:48:38.792 --> 00:48:39.709 We drive by there almost everyday, don't we? 715 00:48:39.710 --> 00:48:40.833 - [Mother] All time time. 716 00:48:40.834 --> 00:48:43.165 - Yeah, it's gorgeous. 717 00:48:43.166 --> 00:48:44.166 - [Mother] It is. 718 00:48:44.166 --> 00:48:45.166 - So nice. 719 00:48:46.250 --> 00:48:49.542 So what is it like working at an apple farm? 720 00:48:50.830 --> 00:48:52.250 - It's fine I guess. 721 00:48:59.291 --> 00:48:59.750 A lot of work. 722 00:48:59.751 --> 00:49:02.820 - I'll bet. 723 00:49:02.830 --> 00:49:04.749 How long's it been in your family now? 724 00:49:04.750 --> 00:49:05.834 - Long time. 725 00:49:06.750 --> 00:49:08.541 - Isn't that something. 726 00:49:08.542 --> 00:49:10.374 - That's incredible. 727 00:49:10.375 --> 00:49:11.582 - All right. 728 00:49:11.583 --> 00:49:12.666 It's only Fair Haven apples for us from now on. 729 00:49:12.667 --> 00:49:14.830 (laughing) 730 00:49:17.625 --> 00:49:19.582 - And Suzy tells us that you play music as well. 731 00:49:19.583 --> 00:49:21.541 - Yes, yes, I do piano. 732 00:49:21.542 --> 00:49:22.624 - Oh that's lovely. 733 00:49:22.625 --> 00:49:24.833 You'll have to play something for us sometime. 734 00:49:24.834 --> 00:49:25.958 - Oh, gladly. 735 00:49:25.959 --> 00:49:27.791 Do you have a piano? 736 00:49:27.792 --> 00:49:29.830 - No, we don't. 737 00:49:30.000 --> 00:49:31.000 - Oh. 738 00:49:31.875 --> 00:49:34.820 - James is gonna take over the farm someday. 739 00:49:34.830 --> 00:49:35.457 - Oh. 740 00:49:35.458 --> 00:49:36.582 - Well, that's great. 741 00:49:36.583 --> 00:49:37.458 That's very admirable. 742 00:49:37.459 --> 00:49:40.124 Keeping the family business going. 743 00:49:40.125 --> 00:49:41.374 A lot of kids these days, 744 00:49:41.375 --> 00:49:42.833 they want nothing to do with tradition, 745 00:49:42.834 --> 00:49:45.916 and soon as they graduate school, pow, they're gone. 746 00:49:45.917 --> 00:49:47.249 - [Mother] It's so true. 747 00:49:47.250 --> 00:49:48.208 - [Father] But it's good to hear you'll be 748 00:49:48.209 --> 00:49:49.958 staying in area long term. 749 00:49:49.959 --> 00:49:52.624 I mean, you know, we wouldn't want you whisking our daughter off to God knows where. 750 00:49:52.625 --> 00:49:53.749 - [Suzy] Dad! - (laughing) 751 00:49:53.750 --> 00:49:55.124 - [Mother] Oh, stop it. You're gonna scare him. 752 00:49:55.125 --> 00:49:56.416 - [Father] Oh, come on, I'm kidding. 753 00:49:56.417 --> 00:49:57.999 He knows I'm joking, right, James? 754 00:49:58.000 --> 00:49:58.834 - Yes, sir. 755 00:49:58.834 --> 00:49:59.792 - [Father] I mean, come on. 756 00:49:59.792 --> 00:50:00.625 It's not like I mention their children. 757 00:50:00.626 --> 00:50:04.249 (laughing) 758 00:50:04.250 --> 00:50:05.999 What do ya feel about children, huh? 759 00:50:06.000 --> 00:50:07.333 Do you want some someday? 760 00:50:08.667 --> 00:50:11.333 - Is that clock right? 761 00:50:12.500 --> 00:50:13.500 - Yes. 762 00:50:13.917 --> 00:50:15.624 - Sorry, I have to run. 763 00:50:15.625 --> 00:50:16.791 Dinner was wonderful. 764 00:50:16.792 --> 00:50:19.625 Thank you so much for everything. 765 00:50:20.709 --> 00:50:21.709 - James. 766 00:50:24.166 --> 00:50:24.709 James. 767 00:50:24.710 --> 00:50:25.749 Is everything okay? 768 00:50:25.750 --> 00:50:28.624 - Yeah, everything's fine. 769 00:50:28.625 --> 00:50:29.749 - Are you sure? 770 00:50:29.750 --> 00:50:30.916 - Yeah, I just forgot I have something to do at nine. 771 00:50:30.917 --> 00:50:32.749 - My Dad was just joking around. 772 00:50:32.750 --> 00:50:35.541 - Oh, no, it's fine. 773 00:50:35.542 --> 00:50:36.667 I gotta run. 774 00:51:06.875 --> 00:51:07.875 - Hey. 775 00:51:15.333 --> 00:51:16.791 - [James] How bad is it? 776 00:51:16.792 --> 00:51:18.207 - [Charlie] Not bad. 777 00:51:18.208 --> 00:51:20.958 - Maybe you should start carrying mace. 778 00:51:20.959 --> 00:51:23.708 - I just need to get out of this town. 779 00:51:23.709 --> 00:51:25.916 - You still thinking of joining the circus? 780 00:51:25.917 --> 00:51:26.834 - That was a good idea. 781 00:51:26.835 --> 00:51:29.874 - [James] No, it wasn't. 782 00:51:29.875 --> 00:51:30.583 - I could have been the most famous sword swallower 783 00:51:30.584 --> 00:51:32.332 in all of America at this point. 784 00:51:32.333 --> 00:51:33.541 - Oh yeah? 785 00:51:33.542 --> 00:51:35.000 Why don't you then? 786 00:51:39.166 --> 00:51:41.375 - Because you wouldn't come with me. 787 00:51:55.792 --> 00:51:57.749 - [James] Here, here. 788 00:51:57.750 --> 00:51:58.750 I got it. 789 00:52:01.500 --> 00:52:02.500 - Thanks. 790 00:52:04.750 --> 00:52:05.875 - Sure. 791 00:52:07.834 --> 00:52:10.830 - [Charlie] See you tomorrow? 792 00:52:23.291 --> 00:52:26.410 (dramatic music) 793 00:53:30.500 --> 00:53:32.541 - [Therapist] What you felt for your boyfriend wasn't love. 794 00:53:32.542 --> 00:53:33.542 It was lust. 795 00:53:35.208 --> 00:53:36.666 - You don't know that. 796 00:53:36.667 --> 00:53:39.400 - Love is different. 797 00:53:39.410 --> 00:53:41.400 Think about your parents, right now. 798 00:53:41.410 --> 00:53:41.917 Your mothers and your fathers. 799 00:53:41.918 --> 00:53:44.999 Think about how they make you feel. 800 00:53:45.000 --> 00:53:46.207 That's love. 801 00:53:46.208 --> 00:53:48.400 Now, think about someone of the same sex 802 00:53:48.410 --> 00:53:49.333 that you're attracted to. 803 00:53:53.375 --> 00:53:55.400 - It feels similar. 804 00:53:55.410 --> 00:53:58.541 - Sometimes we remember things the way we prefer them to be, 805 00:53:58.542 --> 00:54:00.400 not the way they actually were. 806 00:54:00.410 --> 00:54:02.400 The way you described your relationship, 807 00:54:02.410 --> 00:54:04.400 when you and your boyfriend were together, 808 00:54:04.410 --> 00:54:06.124 you can hardly keep your clothes on. 809 00:54:06.125 --> 00:54:08.124 That's not true love. 810 00:54:08.125 --> 00:54:10.207 There's nothing pure or beautiful about that. 811 00:54:10.208 --> 00:54:11.410 It's lust. 812 00:54:11.420 --> 00:54:14.820 It's pleasures of the flesh. 813 00:54:14.830 --> 00:54:16.207 If you were to run into your boyfriend again right now, 814 00:54:16.208 --> 00:54:18.666 you'd probably yearn to be with him. 815 00:54:18.667 --> 00:54:22.374 You'd want him to touch you, to hug you, to kiss you, 816 00:54:22.375 --> 00:54:25.582 but that's the devil's influence. 817 00:54:25.583 --> 00:54:27.332 Sin is very attractive. 818 00:54:27.333 --> 00:54:29.917 You have to fight against it. 819 00:54:30.583 --> 00:54:33.333 - It's different with girls? 820 00:54:34.750 --> 00:54:35.542 - Sometimes. 821 00:54:35.543 --> 00:54:38.249 Sure, you can lust after girls, 822 00:54:38.250 --> 00:54:40.499 but you can also fall in love with one. 823 00:54:40.500 --> 00:54:43.249 And believe me, that's worth waiting for. 824 00:54:43.250 --> 00:54:46.820 You can't fall in love with a man. 825 00:54:46.830 --> 00:54:47.830 It's impossible. 826 00:54:49.410 --> 00:54:50.375 - How do you know? 827 00:54:53.583 --> 00:54:55.250 - My Father told me. 828 00:54:57.830 --> 00:54:58.830 Right here. 829 00:55:00.166 --> 00:55:04.208 You follow this, and you'll know the difference. 830 00:55:06.875 --> 00:55:09.583 (dramatic music) 831 00:55:54.417 --> 00:55:55.417 - Oh fuck! 832 00:55:56.166 --> 00:55:57.416 God damn it. 833 00:55:57.417 --> 00:55:58.333 - Havin' trouble? 834 00:55:58.334 --> 00:55:59.958 - What the hell's it look like? 835 00:55:59.959 --> 00:56:00.834 - [James] What's goin' on? 836 00:56:00.835 --> 00:56:02.667 You all right over there? 837 00:56:04.830 --> 00:56:07.833 - Those yuppies came back again this morning. 838 00:56:07.834 --> 00:56:09.165 - [James] Who? 839 00:56:09.166 --> 00:56:12.165 - The ones trying to buy the place. 840 00:56:12.166 --> 00:56:13.332 - I thought you told them no. 841 00:56:13.333 --> 00:56:14.417 - I did. 842 00:56:15.542 --> 00:56:16.291 They thought maybe I'd change my mind, 843 00:56:16.292 --> 00:56:19.820 they gave me a better offer. 844 00:56:19.830 --> 00:56:20.290 - How much? 845 00:56:20.291 --> 00:56:21.624 - [Richard] Doesn't matter. 846 00:56:21.625 --> 00:56:22.625 - Just curious. 847 00:56:22.625 --> 00:56:23.625 - Not enough. 848 00:56:24.875 --> 00:56:26.374 Place is worth more than money. 849 00:56:26.375 --> 00:56:27.874 - Yeah, but how much money? 850 00:56:27.875 --> 00:56:28.875 - 750. 851 00:56:33.875 --> 00:56:34.875 - 750,000 dollars? 852 00:56:36.291 --> 00:56:38.830 - [Richard] Uh-huh. 853 00:56:38.709 --> 00:56:40.499 - Dad, why'd you say no? 854 00:56:40.500 --> 00:56:41.333 - I told you. 855 00:56:41.334 --> 00:56:42.541 - No, no no. 856 00:56:42.542 --> 00:56:43.500 With that kind of money, we could do whatever we wanted. 857 00:56:43.501 --> 00:56:45.400 You could retire. 858 00:56:45.410 --> 00:56:46.000 - [Richard] I told you I'm not selling the place! 859 00:56:46.000 --> 00:56:46.625 - I could go to school for God's sake, 860 00:56:46.626 --> 00:56:48.374 with that kind of cash. 861 00:56:48.375 --> 00:56:49.457 - James, I'm not gonna discuss anymore, all right. 862 00:56:49.458 --> 00:56:50.738 You got chores to do, go do 'em. 863 00:56:54.625 --> 00:56:55.625 Now. 864 00:56:57.875 --> 00:56:58.875 Jesus. 865 00:56:59.834 --> 00:57:02.291 Come on, you son of a bitch. 866 00:57:06.750 --> 00:57:09.375 (piano music) 867 00:58:04.667 --> 00:58:08.624 Play that one your mom used to play. 868 00:58:08.625 --> 00:58:11.290 You know the one I like, that... 869 00:58:11.291 --> 00:58:12.625 (humming) 870 00:58:15.959 --> 00:58:19.410 (sobbing) 871 00:58:21.458 --> 00:58:25.500 I would like to hear that one again. 872 00:58:27.959 --> 00:58:29.709 (somber music) 873 00:58:35.750 --> 00:58:36.750 Please. 874 00:58:42.834 --> 00:58:44.791 - [James] He won't even consider what I want. 875 00:58:44.792 --> 00:58:48.457 All he cares about is his stupid family legacy. 876 00:58:48.458 --> 00:58:51.416 - [Charlie] It's your family too. 877 00:58:51.417 --> 00:58:52.250 - [James] I don't care about it. 878 00:58:52.251 --> 00:58:54.457 I want my own life. 879 00:58:54.458 --> 00:58:57.709 With that kind of money, I could do anything. 880 00:58:59.830 --> 00:59:02.916 - I guess there's only one thing left to do. 881 00:59:02.917 --> 00:59:04.709 We'll have to kill him. 882 00:59:07.208 --> 00:59:08.249 - That's not funny. 883 00:59:08.250 --> 00:59:10.820 - It was a little funny. 884 00:59:10.830 --> 00:59:11.830 - No, it wasn't. 885 00:59:12.709 --> 00:59:13.709 - Seriously though. 886 00:59:13.710 --> 00:59:14.999 I don't think you should let your Dad 887 00:59:15.000 --> 00:59:17.666 choose what you wanna do with your life. 888 00:59:17.667 --> 00:59:18.166 - What other choice do I have? 889 00:59:18.167 --> 00:59:20.207 - Tons. 890 00:59:20.208 --> 00:59:21.166 You have nothing but choices. 891 00:59:21.167 --> 00:59:22.958 What, so he won't make it easy for you? 892 00:59:22.959 --> 00:59:23.750 Big deal. 893 00:59:23.751 --> 00:59:25.400 Move out and do it on your own. 894 00:59:25.410 --> 00:59:25.792 - It's too hard. 895 00:59:25.793 --> 00:59:27.374 - Oh, boo hoo, it's too hard. 896 00:59:27.375 --> 00:59:30.165 So life's rough for a few years. 897 00:59:30.166 --> 00:59:31.708 Then you'll be great. 898 00:59:31.709 --> 00:59:34.124 Or you could just sit here, do what you're told, 899 00:59:34.125 --> 00:59:36.458 stay here and be miserable. 900 00:59:41.959 --> 00:59:43.750 (lively music) 901 00:59:59.166 --> 01:00:00.332 Thanks for the ride. 902 01:00:00.333 --> 01:00:01.792 - Yeah, no problem. 903 01:00:02.458 --> 01:00:06.124 - Can I make it up to you? 904 01:00:06.125 --> 01:00:09.416 - No, no, don't worry about it. 905 01:00:09.417 --> 01:00:11.624 - Why don't we get a bite to eat sometime? 906 01:00:11.625 --> 01:00:12.333 As friends. 907 01:00:12.334 --> 01:00:15.333 Nothing weird, I promise. 908 01:00:18.125 --> 01:00:20.834 (dramatic music) 909 01:00:23.875 --> 01:00:24.875 - When? 910 01:00:26.583 --> 01:00:29.820 - I'm free Saturday night. 911 01:00:29.830 --> 01:00:30.750 (dramatic music) 912 01:00:34.125 --> 01:00:36.000 - All right. 913 01:00:39.542 --> 01:00:40.542 - Okay. 914 01:00:42.333 --> 01:00:44.750 Pick me up at six? 915 01:00:46.000 --> 01:00:46.375 - [James] Yeah. 916 01:00:46.375 --> 01:00:47.375 - Okay. 917 01:00:51.417 --> 01:00:52.417 See you. 918 01:00:55.291 --> 01:00:58.830 (dramatic music) 919 01:01:06.750 --> 01:01:09.625 (engine starting) 920 01:01:17.333 --> 01:01:20.959 (phone ringing) 921 01:01:45.834 --> 01:01:48.458 (door creaking) 922 01:01:57.333 --> 01:01:58.792 - [James] Good? 923 01:02:00.583 --> 01:02:01.834 - [Charlie] Yeah. 924 01:02:03.000 --> 01:02:07.499 - Yeah, my Dad's been teaching himself how to cook, 925 01:02:07.500 --> 01:02:11.820 so not bad now actually. 926 01:02:11.830 --> 01:02:13.417 - See, he doesn't need you. 927 01:02:18.166 --> 01:02:21.125 - Naw, he needs my help on the farm. 928 01:02:25.667 --> 01:02:26.958 My mom would want me to stay. 929 01:02:26.959 --> 01:02:30.000 - Your mom would want you to live your life. 930 01:02:50.125 --> 01:02:51.125 Hey. 931 01:02:55.834 --> 01:02:56.875 What was it like there? 932 01:03:00.125 --> 01:03:02.875 (dramatic music) 933 01:03:05.830 --> 01:03:07.830 - My Dad found the place online. 934 01:03:15.417 --> 01:03:19.750 I don't know if he even knew what he was looking for, but, 935 01:03:20.959 --> 01:03:25.125 I think he knew that they were Christian therapists, and, 936 01:03:27.500 --> 01:03:31.410 it was always a big part of my mom's life. 937 01:03:36.625 --> 01:03:39.830 Felt so bad at first. 938 01:03:41.125 --> 01:03:43.750 Had a lot of grief and anger. 939 01:03:44.959 --> 01:03:47.625 Was mad at God and my mom and... 940 01:03:49.959 --> 01:03:52.208 They helped me get past that. 941 01:03:57.834 --> 01:03:59.749 And they said if I wanted someone to blame, 942 01:03:59.750 --> 01:04:02.959 I really oughta blame myself. 943 01:04:07.667 --> 01:04:10.457 They said that sometimes we don't live our lives 944 01:04:10.458 --> 01:04:12.666 according to God's plan, He sends us a sign 945 01:04:12.667 --> 01:04:14.792 to get us back on track. 946 01:04:19.834 --> 01:04:22.457 - I hope you don't believe that. 947 01:04:22.458 --> 01:04:23.582 - I started to. 948 01:04:23.583 --> 01:04:27.166 (gentle music) 949 01:04:44.208 --> 01:04:45.208 - [Charlie] Are you okay? 950 01:04:45.209 --> 01:04:47.666 - [James] Yeah, yeah. 951 01:04:47.667 --> 01:04:50.290 - [Charlie] You still as fast as you used to me? 952 01:04:50.291 --> 01:04:51.291 - What? 953 01:04:51.875 --> 01:04:54.125 (laughing) 954 01:04:57.709 --> 01:05:00.458 (gentle music) 955 01:05:02.542 --> 01:05:04.709 What the hell? 956 01:05:07.410 --> 01:05:09.250 (laughing) 957 01:05:17.583 --> 01:05:20.792 ♪ The moon 958 01:05:22.417 --> 01:05:26.291 ♪ Seems like a romantic spot 959 01:05:33.291 --> 01:05:36.667 ♪ To build a staircase to 960 01:05:43.917 --> 01:05:46.166 ♪ The moon 961 01:05:48.750 --> 01:05:53.249 ♪ Seems like a romantic spot 962 01:05:53.250 --> 01:05:54.830 - [Charlie] Hey, hey. 963 01:05:54.830 --> 01:05:55.830 This way. 964 01:05:56.875 --> 01:05:58.458 - [James] All right. 965 01:05:59.830 --> 01:06:02.750 ♪ Just for me and you 966 01:06:06.834 --> 01:06:09.667 ♪ Why can't we 967 01:06:10.625 --> 01:06:14.457 ♪ Say goodbye 968 01:06:14.458 --> 01:06:16.500 ♪ When we 969 01:06:17.417 --> 01:06:19.374 ♪ Need to 970 01:06:19.375 --> 01:06:22.917 ♪ Why can't we say goodbye 971 01:06:32.291 --> 01:06:34.874 ♪ Why can't 972 01:06:34.875 --> 01:06:37.583 ♪ We say goodbye 973 01:06:39.959 --> 01:06:42.792 ♪ When we need to 974 01:06:44.458 --> 01:06:46.959 ♪ Why can't we 975 01:06:49.500 --> 01:06:51.792 ♪ Say goodbye 976 01:06:54.667 --> 01:06:57.583 (laughing) 977 01:07:11.792 --> 01:07:14.625 - James, you gonna sleep all day? 978 01:07:29.583 --> 01:07:31.208 (phone ringing) 979 01:07:48.709 --> 01:07:51.709 (dramatic music) 980 01:07:53.875 --> 01:07:54.875 James. 981 01:08:11.667 --> 01:08:14.583 (phone ringing) 982 01:08:18.583 --> 01:08:21.834 (laughing) 983 01:08:36.417 --> 01:08:38.917 (gentle music) 984 01:08:55.792 --> 01:08:56.792 - Not yet. 985 01:08:56.793 --> 01:08:58.625 - I'm sorry. 986 01:08:59.166 --> 01:09:00.708 - What time is it? 987 01:09:00.709 --> 01:09:01.417 - I don't know. 988 01:09:01.418 --> 01:09:02.916 Someone just threw my phone. 989 01:09:02.917 --> 01:09:04.291 (laughing) 990 01:09:10.000 --> 01:09:10.625 We should get up. 991 01:09:10.626 --> 01:09:12.749 Yes. 992 01:09:12.750 --> 01:09:13.874 - No. 993 01:09:13.875 --> 01:09:14.999 - Before my Dad wakes up. 994 01:09:15.000 --> 01:09:15.709 - No. 995 01:09:15.710 --> 01:09:16.791 - And kills us. 996 01:09:16.792 --> 01:09:17.792 - No. 997 01:09:17.793 --> 01:09:18.916 (laughing) 998 01:09:18.917 --> 01:09:19.917 No. 999 01:09:24.750 --> 01:09:27.333 (phone ringing) 1000 01:09:32.000 --> 01:09:33.000 Hi. 1001 01:09:33.000 --> 01:09:34.000 - [James] Hi. 1002 01:09:41.875 --> 01:09:43.999 - I really missed you. 1003 01:09:44.000 --> 01:09:45.417 - I missed you too. 1004 01:09:54.000 --> 01:09:54.959 - What the hell is that? 1005 01:09:54.959 --> 01:09:55.875 - Suzy. 1006 01:09:55.876 --> 01:09:57.000 Suzy. 1007 01:09:58.667 --> 01:09:59.916 Suzy. 1008 01:09:59.917 --> 01:10:00.917 Suzy, wait. 1009 01:10:02.750 --> 01:10:03.750 Suzy. 1010 01:10:05.000 --> 01:10:06.791 Suzy, Suzy, wait. 1011 01:10:06.792 --> 01:10:07.250 Listen, I'm sorry. 1012 01:10:07.250 --> 01:10:07.750 - You bastard. 1013 01:10:07.751 --> 01:10:09.791 You're a bastard! 1014 01:10:09.792 --> 01:10:10.750 Don't touch me! 1015 01:10:10.751 --> 01:10:12.499 - Wait a second. 1016 01:10:12.500 --> 01:10:13.291 Will you listen to me? 1017 01:10:13.291 --> 01:10:14.410 - You know what you are? 1018 01:10:14.410 --> 01:10:15.410 You're disgusting. 1019 01:10:15.420 --> 01:10:16.541 You're pathetic. 1020 01:10:16.542 --> 01:10:17.542 Rot in hell. 1021 01:10:24.709 --> 01:10:25.709 - Hey. 1022 01:10:25.709 --> 01:10:26.458 (engine starting) 1023 01:10:26.458 --> 01:10:27.375 You okay? 1024 01:10:27.375 --> 01:10:28.375 - Yeah. 1025 01:10:29.500 --> 01:10:30.792 Yeah, I'm fine. 1026 01:10:36.166 --> 01:10:37.166 - James. 1027 01:10:42.208 --> 01:10:42.875 - Go wait in the truck. 1028 01:10:42.876 --> 01:10:44.458 - Yeah. 1029 01:11:01.208 --> 01:11:02.208 - Hi. 1030 01:11:05.830 --> 01:11:09.165 Listen, that probably looked pretty bad. 1031 01:11:09.166 --> 01:11:10.374 I had to break up with Suzy just now, 1032 01:11:10.375 --> 01:11:13.830 and Charlie's a friend from... 1033 01:11:13.917 --> 01:11:15.000 - Just stop. 1034 01:11:18.333 --> 01:11:22.833 I honestly have no idea what to do. 1035 01:11:22.834 --> 01:11:24.820 I mean, maybe if your mother was here she would know, 1036 01:11:24.830 --> 01:11:26.375 but I have no idea. 1037 01:11:30.291 --> 01:11:31.208 - About what? 1038 01:11:31.209 --> 01:11:32.291 - About you. 1039 01:11:34.410 --> 01:11:35.792 About how to help ya. 1040 01:11:42.830 --> 01:11:43.916 - Help me with what? 1041 01:11:43.917 --> 01:11:47.250 - To help ya grow up, help ya be a man. 1042 01:11:48.000 --> 01:11:49.290 - I am a man. 1043 01:11:49.291 --> 01:11:52.625 - Yeah, you're one hell of a man. 1044 01:11:55.917 --> 01:11:56.917 - Go ahead. 1045 01:11:57.208 --> 01:11:58.417 Say it. 1046 01:12:02.750 --> 01:12:03.791 Go ahead, say it. 1047 01:12:03.792 --> 01:12:05.499 No, no no. 1048 01:12:05.500 --> 01:12:06.500 Come on, I want you to. 1049 01:12:09.458 --> 01:12:10.834 Oh, that's okay. 1050 01:12:12.458 --> 01:12:16.583 You were never the kind of man I wanted for a father either. 1051 01:12:23.667 --> 01:12:26.666 If Mom saw you now, she'd be ashamed, you know that? 1052 01:12:26.667 --> 01:12:28.374 - That makes two of us I guess. 1053 01:12:28.375 --> 01:12:29.709 - [James] I guess. 1054 01:12:36.208 --> 01:12:38.917 (dramatic music) 1055 01:12:43.208 --> 01:12:46.125 (country music) 1056 01:12:50.959 --> 01:12:53.708 - Well, look what the pole cat dragged in. 1057 01:12:53.709 --> 01:12:56.500 Haven't seen you in a while, Ricky. 1058 01:13:06.291 --> 01:13:09.820 Awfully early to be piss drunk. 1059 01:13:09.830 --> 01:13:11.417 - You want my money or not? 1060 01:13:14.917 --> 01:13:16.400 - [Bartender] Saw your boy in here 1061 01:13:16.410 --> 01:13:17.374 a while back with a pretty girl. 1062 01:13:17.375 --> 01:13:18.708 - Not my boy. 1063 01:13:18.709 --> 01:13:20.708 I don't even know him. 1064 01:13:20.709 --> 01:13:22.499 - [Bartender] Well, I'm sure every father 1065 01:13:22.500 --> 01:13:24.332 said that about their boy at some point or another. 1066 01:13:24.333 --> 01:13:25.457 - Bullshit. 1067 01:13:25.458 --> 01:13:27.375 I minded my old man. 1068 01:13:28.500 --> 01:13:31.749 - Didn't you tell me one time about when you were 17, 1069 01:13:31.750 --> 01:13:33.791 you wanted to run away 1070 01:13:33.792 --> 01:13:36.165 'cause your old man wouldn't let you join the army? 1071 01:13:36.166 --> 01:13:37.874 - You don't remember as well as you think you do. 1072 01:13:37.875 --> 01:13:38.709 - [Bartender] Oh no? 1073 01:13:38.710 --> 01:13:40.124 - No. 1074 01:13:40.125 --> 01:13:43.332 I was 18, it was the marines. 1075 01:13:43.333 --> 01:13:45.749 And I would have made a damn fine one too. 1076 01:13:45.750 --> 01:13:47.917 - Oh, of course you would. 1077 01:13:48.583 --> 01:13:51.820 You ever think about that? 1078 01:13:51.830 --> 01:13:52.833 - What, marines? 1079 01:13:52.834 --> 01:13:53.792 - You could have seen the world, 1080 01:13:53.793 --> 01:13:58.499 never know where you would have ended up. 1081 01:13:58.500 --> 01:14:02.542 - You don't always get what you want in this life. 1082 01:14:04.583 --> 01:14:06.249 - So, I hear there's this 1083 01:14:06.250 --> 01:14:09.749 really nice couple pokin' around town lately, 1084 01:14:09.750 --> 01:14:11.290 looking to buy up some land. 1085 01:14:11.291 --> 01:14:12.416 They been out to see you? 1086 01:14:12.417 --> 01:14:13.791 - They have. 1087 01:14:13.792 --> 01:14:15.820 - And how was their offer? 1088 01:14:15.830 --> 01:14:17.375 - Insufficient. 1089 01:14:19.250 --> 01:14:20.583 - That is a shame. 1090 01:14:21.917 --> 01:14:23.833 If it were more, you might be able 1091 01:14:23.834 --> 01:14:26.457 to get out of the apple business. 1092 01:14:26.458 --> 01:14:27.458 Live a little. 1093 01:14:28.417 --> 01:14:30.541 - I'm not a young man anymore. 1094 01:14:30.542 --> 01:14:32.583 - Well, you're not worn out either. 1095 01:14:40.834 --> 01:14:42.375 - See you around. 1096 01:14:43.417 --> 01:14:44.958 - Take care, Ricky. 1097 01:14:44.959 --> 01:14:45.959 Don't be a stranger. 1098 01:15:24.750 --> 01:15:26.834 (dramatic music) 1099 01:16:43.709 --> 01:16:44.875 - What about your Dad? 1100 01:16:46.375 --> 01:16:48.667 - I don't know. 1101 01:16:52.542 --> 01:16:55.332 I don't think I can go home. 1102 01:16:55.333 --> 01:16:56.457 - You think he'll hurt you? 1103 01:16:56.458 --> 01:16:57.916 - No. 1104 01:16:57.917 --> 01:17:01.332 No. 1105 01:17:01.333 --> 01:17:05.749 I just don't think he wants me there anymore. 1106 01:17:05.750 --> 01:17:07.333 - Then stay with me. 1107 01:17:10.458 --> 01:17:13.166 - That's not a permanent solution. 1108 01:17:14.792 --> 01:17:15.166 - Then we'll leave. 1109 01:17:15.167 --> 01:17:16.750 - Oh yeah? 1110 01:17:18.709 --> 01:17:20.830 Where would we go? 1111 01:17:21.830 --> 01:17:22.375 - I don't know. 1112 01:17:23.375 --> 01:17:24.917 Enter the circus. 1113 01:17:28.458 --> 01:17:30.125 - I'll just go, and, 1114 01:17:32.458 --> 01:17:35.709 pack my clothes, whatever else I need. 1115 01:17:36.834 --> 01:17:37.834 Then leave. 1116 01:17:45.458 --> 01:17:47.410 And then the circus. 1117 01:17:47.375 --> 01:17:48.750 Okay. 1118 01:17:51.709 --> 01:17:54.208 (gentle music) 1119 01:18:13.500 --> 01:18:14.375 - [Cashier] All right, here you go. 1120 01:18:14.376 --> 01:18:16.290 - [Customer] Thank you. 1121 01:18:16.291 --> 01:18:17.000 - [Cashier] You're welcome. 1122 01:18:17.100 --> 01:18:18.874 Have a great day. 1123 01:18:18.875 --> 01:18:19.583 Hey Rich. 1124 01:18:19.583 --> 01:18:20.458 - [Richard] Hey. 1125 01:18:20.459 --> 01:18:21.708 - How's the apple business? 1126 01:18:21.709 --> 01:18:23.820 - [Richard] Oh, it's fine, just fine. 1127 01:18:23.830 --> 01:18:24.416 Listen, I'm sorry they're so late. 1128 01:18:24.417 --> 01:18:25.208 - Oh, don't worry about it. 1129 01:18:25.209 --> 01:18:26.332 I'll grab your receipt. 1130 01:18:26.333 --> 01:18:27.834 - [Richard] Thanks. 1131 01:18:48.333 --> 01:18:49.291 - Excuse me. 1132 01:18:49.292 --> 01:18:50.959 - [Richard] Oh sure. 1133 01:18:56.375 --> 01:18:57.750 - Here you go. 1134 01:18:58.792 --> 01:19:00.916 - So, a lot of folks go for the organic? 1135 01:19:00.917 --> 01:19:03.791 - Yeah, actually, they're very popular. 1136 01:19:03.792 --> 01:19:06.874 Let's see, Winston Clark switched to organic. 1137 01:19:06.875 --> 01:19:07.625 You know Winston? 1138 01:19:07.625 --> 01:19:08.417 - [Richard] Yeah. 1139 01:19:08.417 --> 01:19:08.917 - Yeah. 1140 01:19:08.918 --> 01:19:10.624 And the Shelleys. 1141 01:19:10.625 --> 01:19:12.374 The Shelleys were here on Monday. 1142 01:19:12.375 --> 01:19:13.499 They said they're thinking about it. 1143 01:19:13.500 --> 01:19:14.250 I'll see you later. 1144 01:19:14.251 --> 01:19:16.791 - All right. 1145 01:19:16.792 --> 01:19:19.416 - Hi, how can I help you? 1146 01:19:19.417 --> 01:19:20.582 That's it. 1147 01:19:20.583 --> 01:19:21.583 All right. 1148 01:19:24.830 --> 01:19:26.500 Okay, that will be 11 dollars. 1149 01:20:25.458 --> 01:20:28.125 (dramatic music) 1150 01:22:23.667 --> 01:22:27.667 (gentle piano music) 1151 01:23:15.125 --> 01:23:17.708 - [Richard] Play it better than she did. 1152 01:23:17.709 --> 01:23:20.400 - [James] I was... 1153 01:23:20.410 --> 01:23:20.917 - [Richard] James. 1154 01:23:20.918 --> 01:23:22.541 - [James] I was just leaving. 1155 01:23:22.542 --> 01:23:23.791 I really don't wanna talk about this right now. 1156 01:23:23.792 --> 01:23:24.875 - Just wait. 1157 01:23:27.166 --> 01:23:28.332 Sit down. 1158 01:23:28.333 --> 01:23:29.333 Please. 1159 01:23:30.830 --> 01:23:31.830 For a minute. 1160 01:23:44.125 --> 01:23:45.500 Where you goin'? 1161 01:23:47.917 --> 01:23:50.541 - I was thinking of going to Boston. 1162 01:23:50.542 --> 01:23:51.500 - [Richard] Alone? 1163 01:23:51.500 --> 01:23:52.500 - No. 1164 01:23:59.500 --> 01:24:00.458 - Is he... 1165 01:24:00.459 --> 01:24:02.833 What's his name again? 1166 01:24:02.834 --> 01:24:03.583 - Charlie. 1167 01:24:03.584 --> 01:24:04.667 - Charlie. 1168 01:24:05.333 --> 01:24:07.625 Is he the one from before? 1169 01:24:09.500 --> 01:24:10.500 - Yeah. 1170 01:24:16.792 --> 01:24:19.165 - Your mother and I were pretty concerned about that. 1171 01:24:19.166 --> 01:24:23.165 That's how you ended up at that place. 1172 01:24:23.166 --> 01:24:24.917 I'm sorry about that. 1173 01:24:28.458 --> 01:24:29.458 Ah... 1174 01:24:32.830 --> 01:24:34.250 You care about each other? 1175 01:24:36.667 --> 01:24:37.834 - Yeah. 1176 01:24:39.542 --> 01:24:40.833 Yeah, we do, very much. 1177 01:24:40.834 --> 01:24:44.207 (gentle music) 1178 01:24:44.208 --> 01:24:45.291 - That's good. 1179 01:24:49.375 --> 01:24:51.624 I wanna apologize for what I said yesterday. 1180 01:24:51.625 --> 01:24:52.959 That wasn't right. 1181 01:24:54.959 --> 01:24:58.791 I don't know if I'll ever understand it, but, 1182 01:24:58.792 --> 01:25:02.542 I think I can do a better job of accepting it. 1183 01:25:08.792 --> 01:25:09.917 - Thank you. 1184 01:25:11.250 --> 01:25:13.959 (gentle music) 1185 01:25:16.000 --> 01:25:19.375 - I've decided to sell the farm. 1186 01:25:22.500 --> 01:25:23.874 - What? 1187 01:25:23.875 --> 01:25:26.666 - [Richard] I took their offer. 1188 01:25:26.667 --> 01:25:27.916 - Why, why did you? 1189 01:25:27.917 --> 01:25:29.124 - You know, I've been running this place 1190 01:25:29.125 --> 01:25:31.874 for the last 20 years for my Dad, 1191 01:25:31.875 --> 01:25:35.874 when I should have been running it for you. 1192 01:25:35.875 --> 01:25:37.820 I'll give you some of the money. 1193 01:25:37.830 --> 01:25:41.749 You can go to school, move away, do whatever you want. 1194 01:25:41.750 --> 01:25:42.750 I guess I'll retire. 1195 01:25:45.125 --> 01:25:46.125 Anyway. 1196 01:25:47.125 --> 01:25:49.875 The farm isn't family, we are. 1197 01:25:56.834 --> 01:25:59.249 - Dad, I'm sorry that things didn't really work out. 1198 01:25:59.250 --> 01:26:00.250 - Don't. 1199 01:26:00.959 --> 01:26:02.830 That's life. 1200 01:26:04.875 --> 01:26:07.834 We'll just do the best we can, okay? 1201 01:26:10.750 --> 01:26:12.332 - Okay. 1202 01:26:12.333 --> 01:26:15.830 (gentle music) 1203 01:26:39.458 --> 01:26:40.916 - [Richard] You didn't miss it. 1204 01:26:40.917 --> 01:26:41.999 - [James] No, no. 1205 01:26:42.000 --> 01:26:42.625 I still got about 10 minutes. 1206 01:26:42.626 --> 01:26:45.125 - [Richard] Okay, then. 1207 01:26:46.750 --> 01:26:47.874 - [James] Well, I should, we should... 1208 01:26:47.875 --> 01:26:48.875 - Yeah. 1209 01:27:08.208 --> 01:27:09.208 I... 1210 01:27:15.125 --> 01:27:18.400 Call if you need anything. 1211 01:27:18.410 --> 01:27:19.410 - I will. 1212 01:27:19.917 --> 01:27:24.208 - Your mother would have been proud of you. 1213 01:27:26.583 --> 01:27:27.583 I am too. 1214 01:27:28.875 --> 01:27:31.625 (gentle music) 1215 01:27:43.667 --> 01:27:45.959 Well, you better get goin'. 1216 01:27:47.000 --> 01:27:48.000 - Yeah. 1217 01:27:50.458 --> 01:27:53.291 (gentle music) 1218 01:28:46.250 --> 01:28:49.830 (engine starting) 1219 01:28:58.333 --> 01:29:01.375 (dramatic music) 1220 01:29:54.875 --> 01:29:59.820 ("Flying" by Tom Wopat) 1221 01:29:59.830 --> 01:30:02.290 ♪ Ever have the dream where you could fly 1222 01:30:02.291 --> 01:30:05.332 ♪ In the camera and film 1223 01:30:05.333 --> 01:30:08.541 ♪ People fly and fill the sky 1224 01:30:08.542 --> 01:30:13.541 ♪ I wept and wonderin', wonderin' why 1225 01:30:13.542 --> 01:30:16.208 ♪ Why can't I 1226 01:30:20.375 --> 01:30:23.667 ♪ He's like his mother, he's oh so bright 1227 01:30:27.000 --> 01:30:31.291 ♪ My guiding hand could have gripped a little tight 1228 01:30:32.208 --> 01:30:36.416 ♪ Love isn't always black and white 1229 01:30:36.417 --> 01:30:39.166 ♪ Wrong or right 1230 01:30:41.917 --> 01:30:45.916 ♪ So I, I seize the day 1231 01:30:45.917 --> 01:30:50.125 ♪ Now is the right time to ease his way 1232 01:30:51.583 --> 01:30:53.708 ♪ No more fight time 1233 01:30:53.709 --> 01:30:57.667 ♪ To lay me down for a chance to by flying 1234 01:31:04.625 --> 01:31:09.542 ♪ Here we are despite age with grace 1235 01:31:11.709 --> 01:31:15.959 ♪ Maintaining dignity as time gives chase 1236 01:31:17.500 --> 01:31:21.791 ♪ Earning more than lines upon the face 1237 01:31:21.792 --> 01:31:24.416 ♪ Our proper place 1238 01:31:24.417 --> 01:31:27.457 ♪ A state of grace 1239 01:31:27.458 --> 01:31:30.958 ♪ So I open my eyes 1240 01:31:30.959 --> 01:31:33.290 ♪ See it all so clearly 1241 01:31:33.291 --> 01:31:36.499 ♪ The fear that lies 1242 01:31:36.500 --> 01:31:39.958 ♪ That I felt so dearly 1243 01:31:39.959 --> 01:31:42.165 ♪ But now I'm free 1244 01:31:42.166 --> 01:31:46.291 ♪ Finally I'm flying 1245 01:31:51.583 --> 01:31:53.667 ♪ Flying